got penpal mail (: cant wait to write back.
anyways today i didnt go to school again bc im still very weak and sick and this really sucks. prom is in two months and im freaking out bc i want to start looking but i cant bc im still not back to my normalness :/ i really dont want june to come though...ill tell you why if you promise not to tell! okay well i had this dream and it was june (which is the month my tee ♥ graduates plus our two years is four days before that) and it was graduation and i saw tee and he saw me and he mouthed i love you and then i was in the stands watching them walk out and i couldnt move and they were getting farther and farther and i was trying to run after them but nothing...
i dont want him to leave high school, its something we both have together. something weve always done together and next year ill have to do it alone. we wont be able to meet by his locker, we wont eat lunch together, he wont come peaking in my classes lol. we wont do the things weve done for two years now. i know we'll make it through it till after high school but the thought of him graduating and leaving makes me cry on site and its really bad. idk why, i guess i just dont do well with change, i just hope not that much changes too quickly. i love you ♥
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