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hello , i will not be blogging for a couple days. sorry, need to fix my life before i can blog again. have a good day.

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youve got mail

got penpal mail (: cant wait to write back.
anyways today i didnt go to school again bc im still very weak and sick and this really sucks. prom is in two months and im freaking out bc i want to start looking but i cant bc im still not back to my normalness :/ i really dont want june to come though...ill tell you why if you promise not to tell! okay well i had this dream and it was june (which is the month my tee ♥ graduates plus our two years is four days before that) and it was graduation and i saw tee and he saw me and he mouthed i love you and then i was in the stands watching them walk out and i couldnt move and they were getting farther and farther and i was trying to run after them but nothing...
i dont want him to leave high school, its something we both have together. something weve always done together and next year ill have to do it alone. we wont be able to meet by his locker, we wont eat lunch together, he wont come peaking in my classes lol. we wont do the things weve done for two years now. i know we'll make it through it till after high school but the thought of him graduating and leaving makes me cry on site and its really bad. idk why, i guess i just dont do well with change, i just hope not that much changes too quickly. i love you ♥

random talking day :]

okay so i dont really have much to say today because i stayed home because im just never well anymore! im ALWAYS sick yes this is true but lets hope by the time april 14th comes around ill be cured!

anyways im just going to post random facts that are on my mind (:
here goes nothing
1. i hate mariah carey she is my second fear in life
2. my boyfriend didnt leave his truck here tonight & i thought he got kidnapped earlier
3. i hate my phone so i contantly drop it on accident...
4. mtv is not the same as it was in the 80s & 90s as everyone says, i wish i could watch it back then and judge for myself
5. my nails need to be cut dowwwnnnn
6. my balloons are still staying strong from when i got them about a month & a half ago in the hospital!
7. im terrified that my boss is only going to give me weekend shifts...
8. my walls and roof have rainbows on them but if you lay long enough you'll see other stuff like lava lamps and trees and stuff!
9. i almost always fall asleep after tee and it makes me mad !
10. ziggy is really mean lately and i wish he could talk and tell me whats wrong!
11. eleven would be my favorite noumber since i was in the second grade

i finalllly won!

yay lol so today is just a normal day. i woke up and decided to go looking at the blogs i follow and i come across pixies and bears and realize that i was the winner for her last giveaway! how neat. anyways, its just really cute stuff like rva prints and alice and wonderland stuff. im so excited i never thought i would actually win anything lol.


well off to go do saturday stuff and work at five. im kinda disappointed bc i wanted to go out today and have fun but im stuck going to work , i guess this is a part of growing up!
welll byeeeee ♥

^^^i toook this picture at work lol love gelato now.

first day at this wholleeee work thing (:

tee told me i look cute in my uniform! thanks bc i felt like a stupidhead lol. soooo much fun (: made 12.50 in tips! i cut my finger trying to make an espesso, tried EVERYTHING and loved it alot lol. saturday from 5-close in my next time i get to go to work yay ! its really late though so ill blog about it tomorrow ♥

& a wonderfuuull suprise on my doorstep!

so last night i was facebook im'ing maralovebugface and she said "oh kelsey blah blah blah your gonna get a little suprise soon" and i was oh so excited ! so at 10:07 she texts me telling me to go get the stuff off the doorstep (: lol i walk outside and what do i seeeee ?


^^^^these adorable movies ive been dying to seeee & a picture that is oh so me!
what a sweet aunt in law i have (: haha love her , she will one day (very soon) be a blogger too and better than me if that!

today i was crampedddd with stuff to do :/ but i made it through it like a champ lol. hope everyone had a good day! oh and in better news , i lost one more pound yay meeee


my tee with his haircut! & my hair in his face lol not the greatest picture but you get what you get! (:


okay now i want to talk about something very serious right now: st. patty's day & how its dead to the world. so i get all dressed and ready in green this morning. go to school and what do i see you may ask yourself? basically half the school not in green for st. patricks day! i was so mad! it really was like a regular day to me :/ no one said happy st. patty's day. no one talked about it or did lesson plans around it. and then i realized something super duper major! what if this means that im growing up and that now no one will ever tell me happy (insert little meaningless to half the world holiday). idk just something that sits in my brain like a brick.well im off to shower & get ready for tomorrow (training @ 3 , wish me luck!)

I GOT THE JOB ! ♥

you are now looking at the employer at the cutest gelatooo shop in florida (: ...well thats what i think lol. i have training on thrusday right afterschool ! yay , this means i will soon be getting money & a car ! WOOP WOOP , soooo happppy .


^^^this stuff is what has gotten me threw the past couple of days lol. poor sister & daddy are still sick!

hello again .

IM ALIVE ! (:
since saturday i have been in the worst pains of my life. some stomach bug (which is already unbearable) & then to add to it they told me the lining of my stomach is torn from the heavy meds ive been taking for my tranverse myelitis. im getting better slowly but im kinda pissed bc i dont like missing school :( i feel like im so behind and i will never get on the right foot. im falling way behind and i hate it! anyways me being sick really showed how the two main guys in my life really care about me (: tee was there the whole time holding my hair and rubbing my back when i thought i couldnt do it anymore. and my daddy was at my every call and it was so cute how if he hear me move in inch in my bed at all he would come running in to help lol. what two cuties i am blessed to have ♥

lately ive found something called sidewalk halk art, and im in love! this is something i really want to try (being an artist and all lol) maybe one day you'll see my art on the streets (: heres some pictures of this amazing art!

this needed a blog in its own

i know i already blogged today , but this is too good for being added in to any other days blogs lol yess this is me and my husband channing tatum ♥

well have a good day !

interview !

phew just got back from my interview ! i hope i get it , i tried really hard and he told me he'll call me back by monday so i hope that means kelsey will be working at the gelato place soon (: ...if not ill cry lol.

anyways so its been raining all day and i straighten my hair for the interview and wore a blue and white striped button up with khaki pants and little fairy shoes as i call them and my hair was totally wavy and i was soaked! oh welll, i guess god just wants them to like me for me and not my looks lol.

heres some pictures

^^^^nervous smile lol .
have any funny interview stories? TELL ME ABOUT IT ♥
well yeah , that it (: im off for dinner with my bestfriend maria and then say yes to the dress marathon for the rest of the night in hopes that this nasty weather changes real soon !
happy friday, & hello weekend

thrusday madness !

just got back from mimi's cafe with my dearest grandmother, ate salmon and broccoli and this huge muffin to go (:


sorry i didnt get a chance to blog yesterday, went out with my daddy for a while bit after school and tons of stuff to do. it wont happen ever again i promise ! well i hope lol

so i toook my last fcat today (: EVERRRRR !

oh and i got a call back from the ice cream/gelato shop i applied at and i have an interview TOMMOROW at 4:30 ! (: (: (: yay ! wish me luck , i really want this plus need this job lol.

well im off to go workout and look up prom dresses ♥
bye loves

^ps i made this folder out of stickers :]

TUESDAY def not bluesday

these designer cupcakes are the cutest things EVER & i will be making them very soon ♥^

today i took my last fcat for my life (: woop woop ! i did really good. then come home and have been reading ALL DAY & filling out applications. not much today but i do have a foolish story to tell you....

embarrassing storytime
ok so i have a story for ya, today while i was taking my fcat i was sitting in the back and i was done so i decided to put my head down well about twenty minutes later my adorably cute teacher mr. L came around to collect my test and when i got up everyone started laughing?
i was wondering what they were laughing at so i asked to go to the bathroom and when i got there i saw that i literally had a zilllionnnn little bubble marks all over my face. i went back and just laughed it off bc it was really funny but i was kind of embarrassed. haha which is hard to make happen to me.

word of advice: either dont bubble so dark, or dont fall asleep on your test.
do you have any embarrassing stories?

anyways. heres a picture of what ive been like for a good four hours now

^all i need is benji, my snuggie & my books.
(oh if your wondering who benji is well, hes the little bear in the picture. love him likes hes my son. he holds all my secrets and doesnt tell a soul! tee gave him to me about a year and a half ago and ever since hes been my right hand man lol)

oh and heres a picture of my little bug friend on my phone now (: i named him levy ! hes cool i know lol

oh monday ,

ok so today i went to school (: had an amazing day lol. after school hung out with michelle and ran crazy errands in jusvani's mercedes , shh dont tell we drove it!
& I MIGHT HAVE A JOB! ♥ i just got back from appling at this little ice cream shop on bay street in international mall and i really hope i get it bc if i do then that means CAR VERY SOON ! yay, really good day i guess.
off to go make thank you cards & do dirty dishes that are calling my name :/



its a rubberband but its a person^ how cute (:

five things

FIVE THINGS I WANT:
1. teacup beagle= i really want a teacup yorkie but tee said he'll only buy me a beagle so when i saw this i knew it was meant for me! ...in a couple years
2.polaroid= ive always wanted one
3.zumiez dress= very cute and cant wait to lose weight so hopefully i can own it
4.teal room= really want to redo my room and wouldnt mind if this room became mine!
5.yugo= i want a car, a fun car! lol or something. i know their ugly and bad cars but i cant get enough of them idk why! ...dont really want this lol just adore them

i think ive gone mad & weekend fun!

so sorry i didnt blog yesterday! such a busy day, it was me and tee's 21 months (i know i should really stop counting but ill stop when we make it to two years i promise lol) so we went bowling with his family and then hung out at his house all night ♥

anyways , i thought in this blog i should introduce someone very close to my heart that i dont give enought credit too. MY DAD. i love waking up on the weekends to see this man sitting in the kitchen drinking orange juice lol. lately hes really changed my life for the better and taught me things that i thought could never have excepted to learn through my dad. when i was younger we just saw him as the man that sat on the couch and we really didnt know that much about him. through the past two years he has kept me sane, been my first call when im crying my eyes out, and my best of friends. he has great taste in music and i wish to one day ne as strong of a person as he is. hes a great father and im so thankful that our relationship has come to this point, i wouldnt trade my daddy for the world! i love him more than anyone can possibly understand. and i just wanted to say thank you...for everything.

^^^this is the man of the hour lol, please excuse my gross half asleepness way early when we took this & kelsey had not yet washed her hair or face! but i hearts; him

today i saw ALICE IN WONDERLAND in imax threed and it was AMAZINGLY ABSOULTLY GREAT! loved the glasses so much i kept them, oh and went out to buy almost alice the cd & im pretty happy with it. really good stuff for nine bucks!

im off to do crazy loads of homework and clean my room (: ill be back tomorrow or later tonight to post my "5things" list
adios !

ziggy ♥

this is ziggy (: hes my leopard gecko! had him since about january but im sad bc they never told me his birthday :( he gets his good loooks from mama and his bad eating manners from his father. if you love me you gotta love my ziiiiiig ♥

friday (:

im so pooped today! i went to school, then the mall and of course bought some pretty neat stuff ill post pictures at the end! and im like super crammed with homework this weekend & i have a date with my bestfriend maria this weekend which i just cant wait for (: oh and sunday im going to see alice in wonderland! can not wait, i love it.

i NEEEEEED a job :( as soon as i get a job, i get my car. PLEASE HIRE ME :(

im making something right know thats top secret! ill post pictures when im done probably by next weekend.

well in my pictures lately ive looked like ive gained some weight, well its true. 23 pounds to be exact. no worries though its just because of the meds im on but still today someone asked me if i was pregnant! i almost died and i couldnt help but go crying to tee and i felt so gross because that made me A. look really bad, abd B. feel like im a whale. also i cant really wear real clothes..ive been wearing band tees bc they cover all my bumps from the roids :( no fun and cant wait till i finally get off these suckers !

well off to do my top secret stuff & then tijuana with tee after he gets off work (:
oh have lovely friday

THE STUFF I BOUGHT:




my cute bring me the horizon shirt i wore today (:


this face is for tee, he loves it lol:

first day back ♥

today was my first day back to school! (: it was a surprise to everyone lol and i loved it (: i felt like i had been missing everyone was jumping on me all day and it was fun! i wore my new transformers shirt with blue blue clip that i made and my skinnys of course! not to mention thanks to my great dad i got a new lunchbox that i love with all my heart! ♥ had to bc my old hello kitty one broke but its a pretty awesome lunchbox not gonna lie! oh and did i tell you at 2:35 i walk outside to see my beautiful boyfriend waiting for me like any normal day (: oh how i loved it! ...oh and a plus was my hairs on my head were looking mighty fine if you ask me lol.

well im making a poptart iphone case for my sisters friend and i fell in love. its adorable and so worth the five bucks haha! off to go finish it & eat some salad! (: have a good night



^my LUNCHBOX &hearts


^what im making alyssa, so CUTE





SISTERTIME (:

alright bye

music blog log !

okay , so today has been a kind of blahh day! so to lift up my little heart i made my lovely boyfriend a mixtape for saturday! which would be our 21 months but whos counting anywho lol. DONT TELL HIM! its a surprise, well anyhow i fell in love with JACK'S MANNEQUIN & BRIGHT EYES
if you dont know about them , google them! i feel like there songs are so well writen. like for some reason theres songs that hit home for me and there WHOLE CD'S are my new obsessions (: not heathy i know but whateverrrr...
until tomorrow (when i have something really good to talk about) ill leave you with these pictures of themmmm ♥ oh and both of there album covers are so stinking artsy and i love it (: im gonna have to go buy these two



oh and these are the songs on the "kelsey's love mixtape"
banana pancakes by: jack johnson
i will follow you into the dark by: death cab for cutie
first day of my life by: bright eyes
do you realize by: the flaming lips
blue eyes by: cary brothers
im sticking to you by: velvet underground
we were made for each other by: jack's mannequin
gravity rides everything by modest mouse
anyone else but you by: moldy peaches
song for a sleeping girl by: devics
forever by: ben harper
dark blue by: jack' mannequin
here comes your man by: the pixies
love you madly by: cake
you make my dreams by: hall and oates
all i want is you by: barry louis polisar
forevermore by: katie herzig
rescue you by: jake epstein
hands down by: dashboard confessionals

^^^some are just for laughs, some are sweet memories, & the last one i had to throw on because its kinda like "our corny song" , hope he likes it ! ♥